I feel as if I have won the lottery. I’m so amazed that I got hired on spot for an undergrad position. Which guarantees me a grad nurse job then a registered nurse job. I’m so excited to get to do something I love as my job, not to mention get paid pretty good money for it. I can’t wait to learn all sorts of new information and skills. I’m literally over the moon!

Shocked. Shattered. Devastated. Did not see this coming. In 7 years of band, in my entire life I don’t think a goodbye has ever been so hard. I don’t think a goodbye has ever been so unexpected. Grasping on to the memories. Words can’t begin to describe the feeling. Just isn’t how it should be, not how
I wanted it to end.

I remember the day I said “if school gets in the way of band I’m dropping classes.” It’s funny how things work out in the end. 70 days left.

71 days until I age out of Showband. It’s scary, exciting, and sad all at once. We started to play Hide & Seek today which just brings up so many emotions. Red Deer is tomorrow and it’s the first time in 7 years that I wont be able to perform. I did not think I would be as upset about this as I am. After today i am devastated at this fact. For the past 7 years band has been such a huge part of my life and I’m scared for how much my life might/will change after it.